Cape Town

I've been in Cape Town for 4 days now and man has it been an experience. I think I'm starting to love the lifestyle. Jacque&Sam are really cool hosts, having given Gaz&I a new place to experience each day. First the Two Ocean Aquarium, then Blaauwberg Strand, yesterday (New Years Eve): 2 Wine and a Cheese Farms, Camps Bay (man what an awesome sight as you come through the mt and see the beach!!!)& the V&A Waterfront.

It's all given me a little bit of insight and aspiration as where I want and would like to be... 6 more days

every once in a while you realize that you're right where God wants you and everything in that moment is perfect!

the other evening, a beautiful girl fell asleep in my arms on the way home from a club. i found myself pondering this moment... what a great amount of trust it takes a women to fall asleep in the arms of a man. I'm honored that you've given me the privileged my dear friend

I haven't journalled in ages, and it's the first time i've journalled on Deviant.

Anyway, it was a crazy weekend, in a bad sense. Many of my friends cheesed me off. And the few friends that didn't, were busy, but I'm not angry at them-their absence forced me to chill out at home, something I needed to do.

I find people's ability to communicate and think of others is lacking. Just because you're helping one of your other friends out, doesn't mean you can throw one of the balls you're juggling to the person behind you and expect them to carry on, without taking into account their circumstance. I didn't react immediately coz I would have nuked that person, thankfully I text the person concerned later-with a clear conscience that I wasn't blasting them whilst still seething with anger...

I've learnt a number of things...
don't retaliate immediately unless you've got damn good self control
"in your anger, do not sin" Ephesians 4:26

I'm learning to deal with those people who tend to treat me like a door mat.